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Silence
04:21
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I built up these walls as pressure built inside
I roam around lost wallowing in time
I am the fire, engulfing my creation
There will be no escape, and out of the ashes burned
The embers of silence
I’ll find no god, I’ll find no reason
Outside these walls, I am a slave to fate
Anywhere I choose, there’s really no direction
I’d be a fool to think I can get away
Don’t be a slave to fate
When you’re gone, you will have nothing to say
While you’re here, you’ll erupt and suffer in flames
And out of the ashes burned the embers
I’m here to stay when they go away
Yes, I’m the omnipotent ghost you chase
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Strewn
04:10
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Every now and then I lose a bit of consciousness
Then I don’t know who I am or what I’ll become next
I don’t want to look over my shoulder anymore
I don’t want to beware of myself now anymore
Everything has fallen apart
Don’t stare, just look away before you see it
I saw the body from afar
I’m not the body that you saw
Mothership mayday distress
I had a life, I lived it less
I made a promise, I had to cross the light before you found me in a box
Before I regret my last request, I’m going to look away before I see it
Everything has fallen apart
Don’t stare, just look away before you see it
We’re crippled, clutching the bouquet
Under a life of still moments
Every now and then I lose a bit of consciousness
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Non-Exclusive
06:20
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We’re running out of time
It’s a quarter past nothing left to say
Just leave me hangin’ all astray
Waiting for a bite
But the taste is not exclusive, I know
If I could turn back time
Well there’s a lot of shit I’d never say to you
Things that left me all exposed
Waiting for your love
But your love is not exclusive
Now I know
I’ve got to run away
Got to lock myself inside and throw away the key
Cause I can only trust myself
Everybody else is lying just to get their way
So why don’t I do the same?
The world is out to get you
There are all these fucked up people
Who will strangle you just to watch you die
And even then, they will never let go
I knew I was right, I knew i would never let it go
Til the day it’s pried from my dead hands
I knew I would fight, I knew I would
Struggle with the grudge until the day that I can trust again
Never gonna know what you’re gonna be
Never gonna know until you open your fucking eyes
Absence makes the heart grow fonder
But I’ve been hanging on too long
Less is more, but this is atrocious
I’ve been hanging on too long
Who knew I’d open up and let someone inside me
Who knew I’d open up my heart to be shattered again
Who knew you’d be no different from the rest of the world
I knew, but I lost myself and let my hope get the best of me
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The Calling
05:21
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How does it feel to be among the white trash?
Garbage roams the street like tumble weed
Looking for a trace of class
Finds its home in roaming aimlessly
And always living in the past
When I take my place amongst the whitest of the trash
I will abuse all I love on a daily basis
Drop all sense of rationale at the door
Lose all hope for a normal life, a trivial existence
How does it feel? Does it feel? Doesn’t feel good
Cancerous whores of society
Have expensive taste in crack
Growing tumours they can not afford
Dying slow won’t pay it back
When I take my place amongst the whitest of the trash
I will abuse all I love on a daily basis
Drop all sense of rationale at the door
Lose all hope for a normal life, a pitiful existence
How does it feel? Does it feel? Doesn’t feel good
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Strange Gratification
04:29
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Long lost stranger turn away
You are not in this soul anymore
I have not seen you in so long
Now that I’m alone, you’ve come back for more
Long lost mirror, I’ve gotta say
I didn’t expect you to break so soon
Glorified failures, rejoice
Now there’s nothing you can do
I’m getting stranger and I’m powerless
To stop my obsession
I’m trying but it’s not enough to stop me from failing
I am the pitiful, pathetic part you don’t want to know
I keep pushing alone on these daises until the end of time
Who wants to be a failure? Somebody’s gotta take that hit
We can pretend all we want that our efforts matter but I know we’re all full of shit.
How can I love myself if I don’t have the love of another
I can’t escape the day smothered
By my own optimist, it grabs ahold and never lets go
Now you control the world and I own nothing, I have nothing
Don’t think for one second I haven’t noticed what you’re up to
You’ve sabotaged everything
How am I alive today? I’ve fallen from a high place
Unaware of the scheme everyone else knows by heart to this day
They rub it in, they make me feel so dead
I’m caught in this strange masquerade of instant gratification
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Purple (Transformer)
06:50
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Lead me to death or tell me when should I
Stop holding my breath
Boys tend to turn purple
When you give us no good reason
Oh, the baggage I’ve kept
My poor heckled ego submits to the red, hoarse cupid
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None of us… We don’t have control
In our quiet desperation, we give ourselves more
I have reason to believe you’re a figment of my imagination
All this time I’ve been finding solace in places it does not belong
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8. |
Recoil
04:06
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You’ve got silky smooth, I’ve got phallic eyes
Happens every day, happens all the time
Piercing through the shame, try to feel alive
It could happen but, who am I kidding right?
Crudely made to serve me
It’s not enough til I break my
Habit of seeing lightness with closed eyes
Enlighten me, move me in ways
I can’t stop thinking, can’t concentrate
Don’t want to tell you how I’ve been……
It only gets harder from here
It only goes downhill from here
But I’m not dead yet so evidently I’m fine
A balanced mind, no shame, no fear
Never tried to lose it man, I just lost my mind
Blame the tomb I’m rotting in, the world that we must fight
Never tried to lose it man, I’m empty all the time
Nothing’s real anymore and I can’t prove otherwise
I’ve been ready to feel what I can’t conceive
A chance occurrence of undeniable reality
Fuck me….
Throughout all these nights I’ve been feeling like a lonesome spectre
Hesitant towards every warm young body
Never tried to lose it man, I just lost my mind
Blame the tomb I’m rotting in, the world that we must fight
Never tried to lose it man, I’m empty all the time
Nothing’s real anymore and I can’t prove otherwise
I’ve been ready to feel what I can’t conceive
A chance occurrence of undeniable reality
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9. |
Catharsis
05:04
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(like a brick wall in the fucking fog of night)
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10. |
Lethargy
05:58
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I’ve dug so long and hard to get where I am
Now that I am here I’m gone again
There are so many ways for me to tell you I’m alive
But there’s a million more you can tell me I’m a liar
Bitterness has pushed me past the waves to shore
A zombie like me could never feel anymore
There are so many ways to tell you I am alive
But there’s a million more you can tell me I am a liar
Now I’ve seen the error of my ways
And I know how to suffer the right way
Until the end of time…
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