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Dissolve

by Embers of Silence

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1.
Here it is, the sign you've been waiting for So go on, go on take your life back Here it is, your tearful goodbye You've been waiting, waiting for tonight Don't hesitate, don't do anything I wouldn't do Don't bring up the past, don't think of the timeline of you You won't be denied, you'll be satisfied when you run You won't have to fake it, open your heart and feel it all
2.
Where the hell are we going? How'd we get so lost? All the pain, all the fear, all the lies that we're so proud of And once you're on this train you can't stop Ride my train Two thoughts and I'm shot. I better not watch, I really wanna watch and start and stop and do it again, take a ride to the walls within and once you're on this train you can't stop Ride my train Now I'm afraid I received this advice on the seventh night Ride my train
3.
Lurking 04:09
Driving alone today, tears running down my face Choking when I speak, lurking inside of me Death grip the steering wheel, how could I ever feel A wistful melody lurking inside of me I wanna know where the tears are coming from Faster down the road, screaming as I behold the forest and the trees lurking inside of me Meaning is almost clear, words then disappear Hiding all I seek, lurking inside of me I wanna know where the tears are coming from I wanna go where the tears are coming from I wanna go
4.
Dissolve 05:26
In living memory is all the time we take on, living someone else's fantasy Youthful overtures to get us through these years, distract us till we fade away and dissolve Something else, there's something more, there's something after this Defend all our searching We're just a pixel on an infinite radar and we take a long trip In a circle, and we drift and dissolve All the atoms breaking apart, all the memories felt for so long All the blood, it rises to your heart, all the blood, it crushes from the start Pixellated and dissolve
5.
Can you hear me? I'm falling faster than you know Can you feel me? I'm with you wherever you roam I'm still screaming louder than before Still believing I will land soft as a pillow I am fearing I will splatter in realms unknown I'm still screaming louder than before I am breathing, but I'll not feel once more
6.
This song was brought to you by my dead dreams, my dead hopes and my fears. Inspired by failure, lack of motivation, only dedication, my dear is self-deprication, everyday it's the same thing, can't wake up and I'm tired Back when music was my religion and it was all I cared about I was a fool for thinking that this would all work out I lack the discipline and the self-control, I can't I am pure ego, deluded into thinking I'm this, thinking I'm that, feeling two thousand and nine, wanna go back, leave this state, get over my cowardice, I just want to get away. Get a new life in a new town in a new time with a new mind new circle no paranoia to initiate a full blown panic attack just want everything I want mine Back when music was my religion and it was all I cared about I was a fool for thinking that this would all work out I lack the discipline and the self-control, I can't I am pure ego, deluded into Canonizing the bitter lies I tell myself, oh I have to try To turn my life from hell and fire to something I can look back and smile I give myself to myself, but first I must forgive myself I know I give in to nobody else, I'm taking my life back, I know
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No, Darker 04:34
Sometimes I sit alone in the dark and make friends with the spiders I pull the blinds and blow up the sun but I still wish it was darker Wake up and fill a thought with rage, let it ferment and admire the collection Write a song that doesn't sound like me and let it fade into obsolescence I'm done hoping I made the right mistakes I'm dumb trying to break my heart away I long for darkness to become all of me All along, the peace was always inside of me Don't you ever feel like sometimes you're just watching the brink The chasm grows deeper and you feel the warmth You're paralyzed, you can see in your eyes that the depths are getting closer and you could run, you could fix all the pain, but it's easier to stay the course I'm done hoping I made the right mistakes I'm dumb trying to break my heart away I long for darkness to become all of me All along, the peace was always inside of me So you don't know why I don't know the reasons why Far too gone to try On the brink, the stellar cry Far too gone Stellar cry I'm done hoping I made the right mistakes I'm dumb trying to break my heart away I long for darkness to become all of me All along, the peace was always inside of me
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Disappear 04:31
and I want to disappear and I want to disappear til my form is cold and clear I just want to disappear Oh, in those simpler times, I could find a way to forgive you and you hoped I'd vanish forever, well, I'm here to tell you Those coward ways will never change and I won't go away though I wish that I could and I want to disappear and I want to disappear til my form is cold and clear I just want to disappear Well I'm not speaking in riddles and you're not speaking at all When I found I was nothing when the truth is I gave you my all Well, it renders me insignificant and I fail to find the meaning and I want to disappear and I want to disappear til my form is cold and clear I just want to disappear Well I think it's time... I think it's time we're leaving all the junkies and the specters behind I think it's time we're leaving all the leeches and the maggots behind I think it's time we're leaving the failures and the disdain behind and I want to disappear and I want to disappear til my form is cold and clear I just want to disappear

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Written and produced by Samuel Austin

Art by Nef M (Century House Art)

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released January 23, 2020

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