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Timeline of You
03:40
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Here it is, the sign you've been waiting for
So go on, go on take your life back
Here it is, your tearful goodbye
You've been waiting, waiting for tonight
Don't hesitate, don't do anything I wouldn't do
Don't bring up the past, don't think of the timeline of you
You won't be denied, you'll be satisfied when you run
You won't have to fake it, open your heart and feel it all
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Ride My Train
03:44
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Where the hell are we going? How'd we get so lost?
All the pain, all the fear, all the lies that we're so proud of
And once you're on this train you can't stop
Ride my train
Two thoughts and I'm shot. I better not watch, I really wanna watch
and start and stop and do it again, take a ride to the walls within
and once you're on this train you can't stop
Ride my train
Now I'm afraid I received this advice on the seventh night
Ride my train
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Lurking
04:09
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Driving alone today, tears running down my face
Choking when I speak, lurking inside of me
Death grip the steering wheel, how could I ever feel
A wistful melody lurking inside of me
I wanna know where the tears are coming from
Faster down the road, screaming as I behold
the forest and the trees lurking inside of me
Meaning is almost clear, words then disappear
Hiding all I seek, lurking inside of me
I wanna know where the tears are coming from
I wanna go where the tears are coming from
I wanna go
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Dissolve
05:26
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In living memory is all the time we take on, living someone else's fantasy
Youthful overtures to get us through these years, distract us till we fade away
and dissolve
Something else, there's something more, there's something after this
Defend all our searching
We're just a pixel on an infinite radar and we take a long trip
In a circle, and we drift
and dissolve
All the atoms breaking apart, all the memories felt for so long
All the blood, it rises to your heart, all the blood, it crushes from the start
Pixellated
and dissolve
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5. |
Can You Hear Me?
04:50
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Can you hear me? I'm falling faster than you know
Can you feel me? I'm with you wherever you roam
I'm still screaming louder than before
Still believing I will land soft as a pillow
I am fearing I will splatter in realms unknown
I'm still screaming louder than before
I am breathing, but I'll not feel once more
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Inspired By Failure
02:23
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This song was brought to you by my dead dreams, my dead hopes and my fears. Inspired by failure, lack of motivation, only dedication, my dear is self-deprication, everyday it's the same thing, can't wake up and I'm tired
Back when music was my religion and it was all I cared about
I was a fool for thinking that this would all work out
I lack the discipline and the self-control, I can't
I am pure ego, deluded into
thinking I'm this, thinking I'm that, feeling two thousand and nine, wanna go back, leave this state, get over my cowardice, I just want to get away. Get a new life in a new town in a new time with a new mind new circle no paranoia to initiate a full blown panic attack just want everything I want mine
Back when music was my religion and it was all I cared about
I was a fool for thinking that this would all work out
I lack the discipline and the self-control, I can't
I am pure ego, deluded into
Canonizing the bitter lies I tell myself, oh I have to try
To turn my life from hell and fire to something I can look back and smile
I give myself to myself, but first I must forgive myself I know
I give in to nobody else, I'm taking my life back, I know
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No, Darker
04:34
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Sometimes I sit alone in the dark and make friends with the spiders
I pull the blinds and blow up the sun but I still wish it was darker
Wake up and fill a thought with rage, let it ferment and admire the collection
Write a song that doesn't sound like me and let it fade into obsolescence
I'm done hoping I made the right mistakes
I'm dumb trying to break my heart away
I long for darkness to become all of me
All along, the peace was always inside of me
Don't you ever feel like sometimes you're just watching the brink
The chasm grows deeper and you feel the warmth
You're paralyzed, you can see in your eyes that the depths are getting closer
and you could run, you could fix all the pain, but it's easier to stay the course
I'm done hoping I made the right mistakes
I'm dumb trying to break my heart away
I long for darkness to become all of me
All along, the peace was always inside of me
So you don't know why
I don't know the reasons why
Far too gone to try
On the brink, the stellar cry
Far too gone
Stellar cry
I'm done hoping I made the right mistakes
I'm dumb trying to break my heart away
I long for darkness to become all of me
All along, the peace was always inside of me
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8. |
Disappear
04:31
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and I want to disappear
and I want to disappear
til my form is cold and clear
I just want to disappear
Oh, in those simpler times, I could find a way to forgive you
and you hoped I'd vanish forever, well, I'm here to tell you
Those coward ways will never change and I won't go away though I wish that I could
and I want to disappear
and I want to disappear
til my form is cold and clear
I just want to disappear
Well I'm not speaking in riddles and you're not speaking at all
When I found I was nothing when the truth is I gave you my all
Well, it renders me insignificant and I fail to find the meaning
and I want to disappear
and I want to disappear
til my form is cold and clear
I just want to disappear
Well I think it's time...
I think it's time we're leaving all the junkies and the specters behind
I think it's time we're leaving all the leeches and the maggots behind
I think it's time we're leaving the failures and the disdain behind
and I want to disappear
and I want to disappear
til my form is cold and clear
I just want to disappear
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