This song was brought to you by my dead dreams, my dead hopes and my fears. Inspired by failure, lack of motivation, only dedication, my dear is self-deprication, everyday it's the same thing, can't wake up and I'm tired
Back when music was my religion and it was all I cared about
I was a fool for thinking that this would all work out
I lack the discipline and the self-control, I can't
I am pure ego, deluded into
thinking I'm this, thinking I'm that, feeling two thousand and nine, wanna go back, leave this state, get over my cowardice, I just want to get away. Get a new life in a new town in a new time with a new mind new circle no paranoia to initiate a full blown panic attack just want everything I want mine
Back when music was my religion and it was all I cared about
I was a fool for thinking that this would all work out
I lack the discipline and the self-control, I can't
I am pure ego, deluded into
Canonizing the bitter lies I tell myself, oh I have to try
To turn my life from hell and fire to something I can look back and smile
I give myself to myself, but first I must forgive myself I know
I give in to nobody else, I'm taking my life back, I know
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